My trip home was everything I needed. It was so nice to be home to visit but it was so much nicer to get back to Texas. I miss home, and all the people that are there, but I don't want to be back for more than a week or two at a time. I thought that I was going to see Thom while I was home, but I didn't. And I am alright with that. It would have been nice to see him, but things happened the way that they did and I spent most of my time with my family and I couldn't be happier. Things with the other guy, well, they are non existant. He turned out to be a HUGE dick. Like the things that he did to me take the title douchebag to a whole new level. I haven't talked to him at all and I don't plan on talking to him. My life is better without that sort of asshole in it. Things with Dave. Well, they depend on the day. As they have for the LONGEST time. We got into a HUGE fight a couple of Sundays ago. They are rocky, but working for the time being. I love him but I don't know if I am in love with him anymore. And that is the worst position to be in. My dad said that he will take over my lease if I get Dave out, but how do you tell the person that you have been with for over 2 years that you don't love him anymore. That classic line "it's not you is me" fits PERFECT, but, it's such a low way out. But is it really a low way out when it's really how you feel?