When will I learn?

I really need to stop posting about my happy love life...that seems to be the kiss of death for my relationships...because as soon as I post about the "oh so happy times" and the "wonderful man" in my life, it bites me in the ass. Not long after I posted that entry about Derek and all the happy feels he made me have...well, he came home on his lunch break got some of his clothes and then walked out...said that he was going to be home that night after he ran some errands, yea, well he hasn't come home since. Pretty sure I need to give up on love because love has given up on me. Yup...and that is ok.