On Monday I was thinking boyfriend or no boyfriend...no boyfriend.
There was just WAYYY too much drama in the beginning...I don't know why but I am drawn like a moth to a light to guys that I feel like I can fix. I know its not something that I do intentionally, but if I feel like there is something that needs to be fixed, yeap, I will want to be with you. John Mayer was right, Im stealing cleaning up the mess that my dad made when he left. When daddy walks out he is setting up his little girl for a lifetime of fixing, needing to be the protector, wanting to help EVERYONE, putting everyones needs before hers. Thanks dad.
Oh well, so I'm single again, wooo...truth be told I am making leaps and bounds in getting over Tom, but I do miss him TONS, really I just miss my best friend. The friendship that I had with him was amazing, I miss that. Oh well, I am leaving for Mackinac on the 14, YEY! When the ferrys start running is when the FUN begins...
SUMMER 2010!!!
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Monday, April 26, 2010
Boyfiend or No Boyfriend...
Well last time I was wondering what to do about the 3 guys...well Chad Jensen is done for. He got drunk in the bar and called me a bitch and got in my face and was yelling at me, umm no thanks..then Sean and I have been hanging out, I spent last Saturday night at his place and he asked me to be his girlfriend, (I thought that I was in the 7th grade for a second, but then we did things that only people who are 22+ should be doing.)I said yes, whatever. Then on Tuesday he tells me that he has to go over to Bay City for court to get more time with his son. Alright not a problem, and then on Wednesday or Thursday I am talking to him and he is like oh well I wanted to tell you about what really happened when I went to court the other day, and I was like um? Well I thought that you had to go for time with Jordyn and what not, and he was like well yea, but there were some other things too, and he told me, that he had to go and the case was dismissed because there wasn't any evidence or whatever, well the case that was at hand here was his ex went all psycho crazy one night and threw him out and called the cops on him saying that he hit her and all what not.
Well, he said he didn't, his friend who was there and saw the whole thing said he didn't, she had nothing to prove that he did hurt her.
Well GREAT your name was cleared, the bigger picture here is that you lied to me about why you were going over there. THEN he gets mad at me and tells me that he needs to reevaluate our relationship because I wasn't overly joyous when his name was cleared, well yea I was happy for you, but I was a little more upset with the fact that you lied to me to be happy.
On Friday we are talking and whatever and he is liked well Jordyn called and wants me to come over today, and I am trying to find a ride over there. I was going to offer to take him over there, but then I didn't talk to him for a few hours and then he texted me at like 4 something and tells me that HIS EX CAME AND GOT HIM AND DROVE HIM TO SAGINAW TO SEE HIS SON. Ok, what is wrong with that? I get that she is his sons mother, yes they do have to talk to eachother and see eachother I do understand this, BUT HE SPENDS WAAAAYYY TOOOOO MUCH TIME WITH HER. He then tells me that his brother or sister is going to come get him and take him up to Bay City to hang out for the weekend. Ok, cool, I leave for Mackinac in weeks and here you are spending UNNECESSARY time with your ex. THANKS. So I get pissed and don't talk to him all night. (By now I have got pissed and selected 'single' on facebook.) He calls me on Saturday morning and tells me that he is getting ready to go watch his sons brother play soccer, I thought that this was odd because he was supposed to be in Bay City NOT Saginaw. Well turns out that no one could come get him and he spent the night with his ex, well that's ok because they had a sleepover and he slept with his son in his EXS bed, and she slept on the floor with her other kids. UMM OK? Then she gets mad at him for talking to me and he leaves and comes back to Lakeview.
So we talk about it and I explained to him how he would hate it if I had my ex come and get me and then tell him about it when I had been with Tom for 2+ hours, and then I tell him that I spent the night with him? And he was all like, well yea I understand and what not..BUT
I just don't know, I mean he is FUN to be around, he is SUPER cute, built like no other, just an absolute doll, he is SUPER complimentry, just a doll. AND, he is the first "boyfriend" I have had since Tom, and it is nice to be with someone who is comfortable. AND, he is good in bed, PLUS!!! SCORE!! So, I don't know, like today we were hanging out and ever since we have been "together" his best friend who is this SUPER fat girl, has been a BITCH to him and to me. I knew the first time that I met her that she didn't like me. This girl professed her love to him the day after he and I started dating. I told him I was like, "you have to deal with this now, because it will get UGLY fast if you are not careful, and I guarantee no matter what, with you telling her if you do/are not interested in her at all, it'll get ugly." So, he went out on a Sunday morning just after we all got done eating breakfast and talked to her for like a half hour and she cried and spilled her heart out to him.
Well today I was with him and we ran up to the Wesco store to get something and she was there and she texted him and was talking to him about something else that happened this weekend (I didn't ask because I didn't think it was my business), and when we got back to his aunts house I went in the bathroom and came back out and his aunt looked at me with his phone in her hand and was like, umm not cool and then I was like, what is going on? I mean when 2 of the 3 people in the room know what is going on and you don't you REALLY start to feel like the odd man out, so Kim was like you don't want to know what that said, and I was like Umm yea I do. So she tells me that this text message was from Savannah and she was like well good luck with your slut and what not. Then I was like well, "I'm sorry that she decided to profess her love to you the day after you start dating someone..." and now she's just being a stupid bitch. So he sent her a message and his aunt sent her one too that was saying like has no reason to talk about me like that, she hasn't even given me the chance to get to know her...so I don't know.
The moral to this is that I don't know if he is my boyfriend or not. I do like him, he is a GREAT guy but the unnecessary time that is being spent with his ex is something that I can't deal with. I was cheated on before, I know that I can't punish him for something that my ex did, but when he gives me a story that in itself is hard to believe, what do I do?
Boyfriend or No Boyfriend...
OH! The married guy, manfriend #3, things are GOOOOOOD!!!
Well, he said he didn't, his friend who was there and saw the whole thing said he didn't, she had nothing to prove that he did hurt her.
Well GREAT your name was cleared, the bigger picture here is that you lied to me about why you were going over there. THEN he gets mad at me and tells me that he needs to reevaluate our relationship because I wasn't overly joyous when his name was cleared, well yea I was happy for you, but I was a little more upset with the fact that you lied to me to be happy.
On Friday we are talking and whatever and he is liked well Jordyn called and wants me to come over today, and I am trying to find a ride over there. I was going to offer to take him over there, but then I didn't talk to him for a few hours and then he texted me at like 4 something and tells me that HIS EX CAME AND GOT HIM AND DROVE HIM TO SAGINAW TO SEE HIS SON. Ok, what is wrong with that? I get that she is his sons mother, yes they do have to talk to eachother and see eachother I do understand this, BUT HE SPENDS WAAAAYYY TOOOOO MUCH TIME WITH HER. He then tells me that his brother or sister is going to come get him and take him up to Bay City to hang out for the weekend. Ok, cool, I leave for Mackinac in weeks and here you are spending UNNECESSARY time with your ex. THANKS. So I get pissed and don't talk to him all night. (By now I have got pissed and selected 'single' on facebook.) He calls me on Saturday morning and tells me that he is getting ready to go watch his sons brother play soccer, I thought that this was odd because he was supposed to be in Bay City NOT Saginaw. Well turns out that no one could come get him and he spent the night with his ex, well that's ok because they had a sleepover and he slept with his son in his EXS bed, and she slept on the floor with her other kids. UMM OK? Then she gets mad at him for talking to me and he leaves and comes back to Lakeview.
So we talk about it and I explained to him how he would hate it if I had my ex come and get me and then tell him about it when I had been with Tom for 2+ hours, and then I tell him that I spent the night with him? And he was all like, well yea I understand and what not..BUT
I just don't know, I mean he is FUN to be around, he is SUPER cute, built like no other, just an absolute doll, he is SUPER complimentry, just a doll. AND, he is the first "boyfriend" I have had since Tom, and it is nice to be with someone who is comfortable. AND, he is good in bed, PLUS!!! SCORE!! So, I don't know, like today we were hanging out and ever since we have been "together" his best friend who is this SUPER fat girl, has been a BITCH to him and to me. I knew the first time that I met her that she didn't like me. This girl professed her love to him the day after he and I started dating. I told him I was like, "you have to deal with this now, because it will get UGLY fast if you are not careful, and I guarantee no matter what, with you telling her if you do/are not interested in her at all, it'll get ugly." So, he went out on a Sunday morning just after we all got done eating breakfast and talked to her for like a half hour and she cried and spilled her heart out to him.
Well today I was with him and we ran up to the Wesco store to get something and she was there and she texted him and was talking to him about something else that happened this weekend (I didn't ask because I didn't think it was my business), and when we got back to his aunts house I went in the bathroom and came back out and his aunt looked at me with his phone in her hand and was like, umm not cool and then I was like, what is going on? I mean when 2 of the 3 people in the room know what is going on and you don't you REALLY start to feel like the odd man out, so Kim was like you don't want to know what that said, and I was like Umm yea I do. So she tells me that this text message was from Savannah and she was like well good luck with your slut and what not. Then I was like well, "I'm sorry that she decided to profess her love to you the day after you start dating someone..." and now she's just being a stupid bitch. So he sent her a message and his aunt sent her one too that was saying like has no reason to talk about me like that, she hasn't even given me the chance to get to know her...so I don't know.
The moral to this is that I don't know if he is my boyfriend or not. I do like him, he is a GREAT guy but the unnecessary time that is being spent with his ex is something that I can't deal with. I was cheated on before, I know that I can't punish him for something that my ex did, but when he gives me a story that in itself is hard to believe, what do I do?
Boyfriend or No Boyfriend...
OH! The married guy, manfriend #3, things are GOOOOOOD!!!
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
1,2,3
Oh my babies...Have no fear, I have not left you...
I've just been REALLY busy...Tons of things are going on and I'm in the middle of all of them! Trying to get everything around for school to finish up for the semester...thinking about going back to Mackinac Island for the summer...what I am going to do with the 3 (yes 3) men in my life when I do go up....OHHH DECISIONS!!!
SO. Manfriend #1 Chad Jensen
He looks good on paper...just not in person. He is 32 will be 33 this year. Single. White. Male. BEAUTIFUL truck. Nice house. GREAT job. He travels for work. So that means I could stay home OR go out with him wherever he is. He makes a BOAT load of money. He spoils me rotten. He dated a friend. I've heard he's hung like no other (size matters.) and is amazing in bed.
BUT!!
He is an ass when he drinks. ALWAYS picks a fight with me about EVERYTHING when he is drunk. He is REALLY insecure (NOT COOL). He has jacked up skin and teeth. I am not judging because before I had braces my teeth looked like butt, BUT his are stained and it looks like he hasn't been to the dentist in like 10 years, and his SKIN!! (AHHHHHH!!!!!!) First off, when you are "dating" someone you should want to caress their skin and touch their face and kiss their cheeks..yea NO. When he was in high school he had REALLY bad acne (I've had some blemishes, I know what it is like to have a problem zit) but his was so bad that his face is scarred and its redder than a fat foxes ass and he has rosatia...it's just not the face that I want to cuddle up next to and smother with kisses....when I think about touching his face my skin crawls...I DON'T THINK THAT IS SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN!!!
He just, looks good on paper..he is a nice guy, but there isn't a physical attraction. I don't get the urge AT ALL to jump his bones and just ravish him..when I am with other guys, there is that connection, his BEST friend throws me against the wall (forcefully but not abusive) pulls my hair, DOESN'T say that he wants to kiss me passionatly, HE DOES IT. Don't tell the girl that you are "dating" that you want to kiss her passionatly. Don't let her feel you shake when you hug her. Don't be nervous around her. Chances are, she is wishing that you WOULD. Kiss her passionatly, don't tell her about it. GOD! It's SIMPLE! Girls are the ones that are supposed to be scared and nervous, BE THE MAN, GRAB HER BY THE BALLS AND TAKE CHARGE!!!
Sorry about the little rant there.
But, seriously, Chad is a GREAT friend. I could call him whenever and ask him for anything and he would do it. But I guess what the problem is, is that I don't feel the same for him as he does for me and I have drug this out for as long as I can. I do feel bad, I mean I have gave him the run around for MONTHS. Made him think that there was a chance when I knew deep down in my heart that he didn't have an ice cubes chance in hell. Yes I know that I am playing a game of cat and mouse, well the cat is bored and is going to let the mouse go. But, in my defense, it is the off season for work, school is going fine, work is GREAT, home life is good, I am just bored. I've been single for a while now, and I've been trying my feet in the dating pool. Now I know that there is someone out there who WON'T let me completly walk all over him and he WILL put me in my place. And that's something else about Chad, he has let me walk all over him, ipso facto, I have no respect for him. It's not fun. Well it is, but, UGH!
I mean he is a great friend, I know that if I were to be with him that I would get everything I want/need. It's just, not there, we are to the point where it's like shit or get off the pot. I want him as a friend, but I don't think that we can be friends. For Christmas he burnt me a John Mayer CD, and one of the songs on it was Friends Lovers or Nothing. If that song makes you wonder what you and your "girl" are, BAD SIGN BOB!! I know he wants us to be lovers. He tells me that he loves me all the time. I know he does, I just don't want it.
Funny, I was wondering what I was going to do when I go back up north, I'm going to do nothing. He is in friends zone. Actually he drove himself there and parked it this weekend. I chose not to go out with him on Saturday night (4.10.10) and he ended up taking a girl home with him on Friday AND Saturday. NOPE. Not going to deal with that when I ask him if there is anything that he wants to tell me about and he knows exactly what I am talking about and does not tell me. Nope. Not dealing with that.
I have been wondering for a while now if I was going to have to be the bad guy and hurt his feelings, but he just did the dirty work for me. Easy as pie.
Manfriend #2 Sean Cole
Sean. Tall. 23. Has a 3 year old son. Skinny. RIPPED. MMA fighter. Talented. ADORABLE. *sigh* He is just ADORABLE. I can't stand it. But the only thing that MIGHT make someone gasp is he's black. When I look at him I don't see black. He is white to me.
Sean is a breath of fresh air. He is someone that I wasn't expecting to meet, our meeting was chance. He is just, comfortable. Everything that Sean is, Chad is not. When I am around Sean I don't care if my shirt is clinging to a roll (I HATE being fat), I am comfortable around him. AND, check for Chad, I even told him once that I am not comfortable around him, when I hang out with him alone I make an excuse to leave. NOT COOL. BUT back to Sean. His family is awesome. I know it's because this is something new, and we are still in the stage where neither one of us burps or farts, and everything is rainbows and skittles. I know that this will pass, BUT! I am leaving for Mackinac on May 14, and even though I do plan on taking my car up there, I don't plan on coming home all the time, so I may get to see him like once a month (which I hope I can, because then I can come home and hook up with Chad Rosset and watch the MMA fights that Sean is in, he was in one this past Saturday and WON!! He's REALLY talented) So, since we do have an "expiration" date, things will stay skittles and rainbows, and we can talk and what not while I am gone. I just don't know how well this is going to work out because I am liking him more than what I thought I was going to already and I do have the time to like someone, and I know how I am...eek...I think I have a crush...BUT I am ready for it because this June it'll be 2 years that I have been single and I'm ready to get into the dating pool again. I am almost 23 years old...soon the clock will be ticking...
Manfriend #3 Chad Rosset
Short. Well, like 5.8ish.. Chad Jensens BEST FRIEND. Married. Kids. All in all, a snake with blue eyes. That familiar taste of poison. That apple that I shouldn't bite..yea a BAD IDEA. I know. It's just kinda nice. He is TOTALLY unattainable. I don't want him. Well I do in the sense that I want to have careless sex. But I don't want to date him. Why would I? He's fucking his bestfriends girl behind his back. He's CHEATING on his wife. Who would want to be with someone who is cheating? Because I don't care what he says, if he does it with you, he will do it to you. Mark my word kids. He is just so, easy. It's not complicated. Well it is to an extent, but there isn't a relationship. We both know what we want from the other person. Sex. I am using him and he is using me. And yes, I am playing with fire, but I am not adding gas to the fire... We have talked about when I go away, and I am going away. Since I am going to be taking my car and I do plan on coming home a few times, then we will hook up, if I don't, we don't. Not that hard. It's easy. All sex aside, we have a friendship. We can meet up at our spot and either talk for hours or we can have sex for hours. It goes either way. It's kinda nice. It's like having a boyfriend. Only it's 2, well 3, it was 2, spilt 2 ways. I have someone who will take me and spend me (Jensen), I have someone who is comfotable to be with(and new, so he's not really in this whole equation, Sean), and I have someone who I can have casual meaningless emotionless sex with (Rosset), and I don't know who if any of the 3 fart in their sleep. It's kinda nice...
*SO* I think I've got it all figured out...Chad Jensen is going down the river, Sean is here to stay for now, and Chad Rosset, well tomorrow is Wednesday and I do NEED to workout with my Personal Trainer... ;) Oh what a life...as my Mackinac sister says, "Just because there is a goalie, it doesn't mean you can't score" and how I feel with Rosset is, well, there is an empty net and I'm not going to miss out on this slap shot!
While I've been working on this, I put together a playlist/cd. I'm calling it Just Listen..and I'm going to give it to Chad Jensen, since really we are the couple where music does our talking for us...it consists of:
St Patrick's Day-John Mayer
Dear God-Avenged Sevenfold
Heartbreak Warfare-John Mayer
Friends Lovers Nothing-John Mayer
Better Sorry than Safe-Halestorm
Slow Dancing in a Burning Room-John Mayer
The Bleeding-5FDP
Hows It Going To Be-3EB
Daughters-John Mayer
I'm Not An Angel-Halestorm
It's Not You-Halestorm
A White Demon Love Song-The Killers
Motorcycle Driveby-3EB
The End-The Doors
Hopefully after I talk to him about him taking the nasty girl home this past weekend, and he listens to this CD, he will get that we are done...FRIENDS. Nothing else...Well I have put off this paper long enough..it's not going to write itself...
I've just been REALLY busy...Tons of things are going on and I'm in the middle of all of them! Trying to get everything around for school to finish up for the semester...thinking about going back to Mackinac Island for the summer...what I am going to do with the 3 (yes 3) men in my life when I do go up....OHHH DECISIONS!!!
SO. Manfriend #1 Chad Jensen
He looks good on paper...just not in person. He is 32 will be 33 this year. Single. White. Male. BEAUTIFUL truck. Nice house. GREAT job. He travels for work. So that means I could stay home OR go out with him wherever he is. He makes a BOAT load of money. He spoils me rotten. He dated a friend. I've heard he's hung like no other (size matters.) and is amazing in bed.
BUT!!
He is an ass when he drinks. ALWAYS picks a fight with me about EVERYTHING when he is drunk. He is REALLY insecure (NOT COOL). He has jacked up skin and teeth. I am not judging because before I had braces my teeth looked like butt, BUT his are stained and it looks like he hasn't been to the dentist in like 10 years, and his SKIN!! (AHHHHHH!!!!!!) First off, when you are "dating" someone you should want to caress their skin and touch their face and kiss their cheeks..yea NO. When he was in high school he had REALLY bad acne (I've had some blemishes, I know what it is like to have a problem zit) but his was so bad that his face is scarred and its redder than a fat foxes ass and he has rosatia...it's just not the face that I want to cuddle up next to and smother with kisses....when I think about touching his face my skin crawls...I DON'T THINK THAT IS SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN!!!
He just, looks good on paper..he is a nice guy, but there isn't a physical attraction. I don't get the urge AT ALL to jump his bones and just ravish him..when I am with other guys, there is that connection, his BEST friend throws me against the wall (forcefully but not abusive) pulls my hair, DOESN'T say that he wants to kiss me passionatly, HE DOES IT. Don't tell the girl that you are "dating" that you want to kiss her passionatly. Don't let her feel you shake when you hug her. Don't be nervous around her. Chances are, she is wishing that you WOULD. Kiss her passionatly, don't tell her about it. GOD! It's SIMPLE! Girls are the ones that are supposed to be scared and nervous, BE THE MAN, GRAB HER BY THE BALLS AND TAKE CHARGE!!!
Sorry about the little rant there.
But, seriously, Chad is a GREAT friend. I could call him whenever and ask him for anything and he would do it. But I guess what the problem is, is that I don't feel the same for him as he does for me and I have drug this out for as long as I can. I do feel bad, I mean I have gave him the run around for MONTHS. Made him think that there was a chance when I knew deep down in my heart that he didn't have an ice cubes chance in hell. Yes I know that I am playing a game of cat and mouse, well the cat is bored and is going to let the mouse go. But, in my defense, it is the off season for work, school is going fine, work is GREAT, home life is good, I am just bored. I've been single for a while now, and I've been trying my feet in the dating pool. Now I know that there is someone out there who WON'T let me completly walk all over him and he WILL put me in my place. And that's something else about Chad, he has let me walk all over him, ipso facto, I have no respect for him. It's not fun. Well it is, but, UGH!
I mean he is a great friend, I know that if I were to be with him that I would get everything I want/need. It's just, not there, we are to the point where it's like shit or get off the pot. I want him as a friend, but I don't think that we can be friends. For Christmas he burnt me a John Mayer CD, and one of the songs on it was Friends Lovers or Nothing. If that song makes you wonder what you and your "girl" are, BAD SIGN BOB!! I know he wants us to be lovers. He tells me that he loves me all the time. I know he does, I just don't want it.
Funny, I was wondering what I was going to do when I go back up north, I'm going to do nothing. He is in friends zone. Actually he drove himself there and parked it this weekend. I chose not to go out with him on Saturday night (4.10.10) and he ended up taking a girl home with him on Friday AND Saturday. NOPE. Not going to deal with that when I ask him if there is anything that he wants to tell me about and he knows exactly what I am talking about and does not tell me. Nope. Not dealing with that.
I have been wondering for a while now if I was going to have to be the bad guy and hurt his feelings, but he just did the dirty work for me. Easy as pie.
Manfriend #2 Sean Cole
Sean. Tall. 23. Has a 3 year old son. Skinny. RIPPED. MMA fighter. Talented. ADORABLE. *sigh* He is just ADORABLE. I can't stand it. But the only thing that MIGHT make someone gasp is he's black. When I look at him I don't see black. He is white to me.
Sean is a breath of fresh air. He is someone that I wasn't expecting to meet, our meeting was chance. He is just, comfortable. Everything that Sean is, Chad is not. When I am around Sean I don't care if my shirt is clinging to a roll (I HATE being fat), I am comfortable around him. AND, check for Chad, I even told him once that I am not comfortable around him, when I hang out with him alone I make an excuse to leave. NOT COOL. BUT back to Sean. His family is awesome. I know it's because this is something new, and we are still in the stage where neither one of us burps or farts, and everything is rainbows and skittles. I know that this will pass, BUT! I am leaving for Mackinac on May 14, and even though I do plan on taking my car up there, I don't plan on coming home all the time, so I may get to see him like once a month (which I hope I can, because then I can come home and hook up with Chad Rosset and watch the MMA fights that Sean is in, he was in one this past Saturday and WON!! He's REALLY talented) So, since we do have an "expiration" date, things will stay skittles and rainbows, and we can talk and what not while I am gone. I just don't know how well this is going to work out because I am liking him more than what I thought I was going to already and I do have the time to like someone, and I know how I am...eek...I think I have a crush...BUT I am ready for it because this June it'll be 2 years that I have been single and I'm ready to get into the dating pool again. I am almost 23 years old...soon the clock will be ticking...
Manfriend #3 Chad Rosset
Short. Well, like 5.8ish.. Chad Jensens BEST FRIEND. Married. Kids. All in all, a snake with blue eyes. That familiar taste of poison. That apple that I shouldn't bite..yea a BAD IDEA. I know. It's just kinda nice. He is TOTALLY unattainable. I don't want him. Well I do in the sense that I want to have careless sex. But I don't want to date him. Why would I? He's fucking his bestfriends girl behind his back. He's CHEATING on his wife. Who would want to be with someone who is cheating? Because I don't care what he says, if he does it with you, he will do it to you. Mark my word kids. He is just so, easy. It's not complicated. Well it is to an extent, but there isn't a relationship. We both know what we want from the other person. Sex. I am using him and he is using me. And yes, I am playing with fire, but I am not adding gas to the fire... We have talked about when I go away, and I am going away. Since I am going to be taking my car and I do plan on coming home a few times, then we will hook up, if I don't, we don't. Not that hard. It's easy. All sex aside, we have a friendship. We can meet up at our spot and either talk for hours or we can have sex for hours. It goes either way. It's kinda nice. It's like having a boyfriend. Only it's 2, well 3, it was 2, spilt 2 ways. I have someone who will take me and spend me (Jensen), I have someone who is comfotable to be with(and new, so he's not really in this whole equation, Sean), and I have someone who I can have casual meaningless emotionless sex with (Rosset), and I don't know who if any of the 3 fart in their sleep. It's kinda nice...
*SO* I think I've got it all figured out...Chad Jensen is going down the river, Sean is here to stay for now, and Chad Rosset, well tomorrow is Wednesday and I do NEED to workout with my Personal Trainer... ;) Oh what a life...as my Mackinac sister says, "Just because there is a goalie, it doesn't mean you can't score" and how I feel with Rosset is, well, there is an empty net and I'm not going to miss out on this slap shot!
While I've been working on this, I put together a playlist/cd. I'm calling it Just Listen..and I'm going to give it to Chad Jensen, since really we are the couple where music does our talking for us...it consists of:
St Patrick's Day-John Mayer
Dear God-Avenged Sevenfold
Heartbreak Warfare-John Mayer
Friends Lovers Nothing-John Mayer
Better Sorry than Safe-Halestorm
Slow Dancing in a Burning Room-John Mayer
The Bleeding-5FDP
Hows It Going To Be-3EB
Daughters-John Mayer
I'm Not An Angel-Halestorm
It's Not You-Halestorm
A White Demon Love Song-The Killers
Motorcycle Driveby-3EB
The End-The Doors
Hopefully after I talk to him about him taking the nasty girl home this past weekend, and he listens to this CD, he will get that we are done...FRIENDS. Nothing else...Well I have put off this paper long enough..it's not going to write itself...
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